Exhaustion

I am so damn tired. I came back from school at 6.45 pm today. All thanks to the great idea of our sponsor that we should join the 3rd years right after we come to Japan. Don't get me wrong, I am indeed indebted to them for granting upon me this wonderful scholarship to study in Japan. However, entering the 3rd year is, honestly speaking, a not so wonderful idea. There are just so many things that I left out in the previous 2 years, mostly the subjects in Year 2.

Take for example, 電磁気学Electromagnetic Studies. We are now in Chapter 5 and when I came in, we started on Chapter 4. I missed 3 whole chapters! OMG!! You know how hard it is to catch up with the past few chapters while juggling with the new facts that are coming in by torrents every week? You can't simply imagine the pace at which the teacher is moving on. Even my tutor, whom the teachers claim to be smart as hell, is having a particularly hard time understanding the complexity of Electromagnetics. What more to say of me? For goodness' sake, I can barely grasp what the teacher is saying because, hello, it's a foreign language to me...

Therefore, in order for me to understand the 'challenging' few chapters faster I asked the teacher to give me tuition, or in Japanese terms, guidance sessions. Thus, I filled up my free period to the max already. On Monday I have Electromagnetics, Tuesday morning Electromagnetics (again!!!) and in the evening Electrical Circuits (I missed 6 chapters@_@). That was why I came back so late today. But I couldn't just flop down on my bed and conk out because I had to eat. I only ate 2 plum tarts for lunch (courtesy of Saito-san:-D). And then, I had to resume my report. I have 3 reports this week. Wanna cry my heart out... Anyway, back to my studies now @~@ ----------------------